Tuesday, March 21, 2017

that darn wind

a whole lot changed since i was last here...

feel free to ask.

3 comments:

Dangerspouse said...

Ok.

What's changed?

candoor said...

to say I am shocked is an understatement... a comment here... so very rare... and I used to and occasionally imagine all the millions of silent fans out there to amuse and laugh at my ego... most seriously, you inspire an update... one thing that has changes is that I have much less time for writing (or anything), but I shall attempt that update today (in my babbling way).

simply... new job and new place to live so new people and experiences... many layers of changes spring from those two...

thank you for asking - now I am challenged to ponder life and summarize the changes... first, I'll shower, wake up, and see if life brings me back here today... the impetus is clear an present and shall grow, so I shall respond in more detail before long...

today would be good - but it's already a wonderful surprise to see I baited you into asking (and I tease - because your asking is a gift I value more than words can say) :)

more to follow . . .

candoor said...

yeah, so the response to your comment continue a bit... I decided to put it here even though it will start a series of other writings over the next day or few...

for whatever it is worth to you, thank you, your asking is worth a lot to me :)

...

10:24 am you left this comment...
later that evening, having no clue this comment was here, I visited Jackson on FB (seldom happens these days) and felt like leaving a response (haven't in many months) and then let some free-form rhyming out on my FB wall (first time in many years, maybe ever?) and a few comments from actual offline life-friends inspired more there and that lead me to upload something at a diaryland diary I have not visited in years also my blogs here again and...
this morning I slept in and slept deeply past noon (rare for the last few month) and woke feeling more clarity than I have in more than a year and I found myself checking email and chose to check the 100+ older emails in my primary email box and that lead me to a year old entry in another blog that lead me to check my blog folder where I found notification of your comment...
such a round about journey to bring me back to this, my current primary daily blog that I've not given much time to in quite some time and here I find the few words you let that inspire me to start this rambling catch up...
and there is my phone calling to interrupt this flow with my saturday softball coach telling me the saturday softball season is starting up again and next wee is practice and that adds a challenge to my schedule that will be worked out because softball is life for me so...

maybe it is time to stop this comment and take that shower and gather my thoughts and decided what to do with today as it is already afternoon and I must do some apartment hunting as it is my only day to do that . . .

but I really am inspired by your inquiry and want to catch up with myself and you and the blogs and . . .

no wonder why so few comments are left here... who wants a response like this one, aye? lol lam sigh

and this is supposed to be the brief daily blog...

boldly going where no blog has ever gone before

(at least in my universe)

I am so good at shooting myself in the foot... a simply and brief response might have elicited a bit of conversation and inspiration for you to continue reading and I dump all these words out here which would overwhelm the average human who'd be running away sorry they ever asked...

luckily you have seldom if ever appeared to be the average human..

so I gaze at my foot and think...

hopefully it's just a flesh wound...

time to pause (hoping we are both laughing)

thank you :)