Time For Food?

If today was not Sunday and or if I did not have work tomorrow and had a very busy week with important activities, I might self-indulge more and even take the week off and do my best to find my way back to myself through writing the way I used to. I may be a lot closer than I think, given the peace and contentment securing me to joy even now, in spite of the overwhelming sense of loss and aloneness. We shall see when my appetite comes back as the loss leaves me full of emptiness. For the moment, I am without appetite. Loss does that.

Alone.