Pushing Poorly

But still pushing. Yeah, eating too much, gaining weight, not exercising enough (the elliptical stills sits waiting for replacement), and generally not doing what is best for me. Still, I am pushing the body to work long hours and stay active with softball (four days in a row this week, multiple games Saturday and Sunday), and reaching for the positive even as the loneliness tries to smother me. People have been so disappointing in this life, but still, I hope. Still, I don't close the door completely. Still, I am here.

Pushing out the words, reaching out to anyone who finds me, hoping for more sharing, caring, peace.

Exciting, isn't it?

Narf lol :)