Sunday, June 9, 2019

Back To Games

Merge Dragons has occupied most of my time that would have been computer time for the past month, maybe two. The loss of the hard drive is diminished because I already felt disconnected, but also for the same reason, profound because the idea of reconnecting is gone. More lose ends in life when I know there are no ends unless I let them happen and in my mind, I don't. People worry about me because of that, yet it is my security, my comfort, my greatest pride and joy under what might appear to be angst or stress or complaints or worries. I wish I wasnt so misunderstood lol. Maybe I shouldn't laugh about it. Maybe I don't care as much as my "wish" suggests. Maybe I actually want to be misunderstood.

Shhhh, that would be telling.

Narf :)

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