Step by Step

Almost a month of Pulse. I enjoyed giving so much of myself the past few weeks because I enjoy giving and helping others, but I am definitely drained and sad. Now that life is returning to less to do, the stresses about money and the questions of my worth that come about when I have no job that dissolved into the useless pool of meaningless thoughts as the sense of purpose filled my days and nights are returning. I will still maintain my support in the group on Facebook. It helps me feel less alone and needed and appreciated. I get very little of that in life these days.

Maybe I am searching for the next step and it really must include returning to the job market, yuck, but so much more. No complaints, appreciate what I have.