Closer to Desperation

And I don't mean the town in the Stephen King novel. Yeah, I know, it's an up and down spirit thing, hope rises, hope wanes, motivation comes and goes, the whole world in has hands, and so on. Last night was good, but then I said that. Tonight is mediocre at best. I have not decided on a phone. I wonder how many calls or messages have come in this week. Certainly a challenging test on some levels. I've just got to keep remembering. Time is passing, I feel so disconnected,and still everything goes along as if nothing is wrong.

Maybe nothing is wrong.

Narf :)