Waking Shaking (GM, GM, Yeah)

Well, maybe not quite physically shaking, but emotionally unsettled, yup, unpleasant dream. Getting messed with by a friend, the betrayal issues, the lack of respect issues, they ar always on my mind... I suppose. In case it matters. Yeah, in case anyone cares. Whatever. Nothing to do, it's up to you so I've got nothing to say , but it's ok. The sudden calorie restriction is traumatic on the body as cells struggle for sustenance and systems struggle to shift from easy access nutrition directly from the digestive tract to breaking down the fat stores. This seems to lead to such deeper introspection and dreams which suggest some memories are somehow linked to fat storage - or perhaps just triggered by the body hunger/changes that happened at other times in life. Makes sense that such starvation triggers would bring back betrayals that lead to previous starvation periods.

Of course I use the word starvation very loosely, though not completely metaphorically.

In case it matters.

Narf :)